
Beyonce calls Blue Ivy her “best friend” in the March issue of Vogue,
and it’s easy to see why thanks to a leaked image from the
multiplatinum singer’s HBO documentary, Life Is But a Dream, premiering
Saturday, Feb. 16, at 9 p.m. EST.
With her blonde hair in braids, the 31-year-old “Dangerously in Love”
singer gazes lovingly at her daughter, now 13 months. The documentary
gives viewers a behind-the-scenes look at the notoriously private pop
star’s career and family life.
In one scene, Beyonce opens up about her miscarriage for the first
time; her husband, Jay-Z, briefly mentioned it in “Glory,” the rap song
recorded within days of Blue Ivy’s Jan. 7, 2012 birth.
“About two years ago, I was pregnant for the first time,” the 17-time
Grammy Award winner says. “And I heard the heartbeat, which was the most
beautiful music I ever heard in my life.”
“I picked out names,” Beyonce continues. “I envisioned what my child would look like . . . I was feeling very maternal.”
Sadly, something went wrong in the early stages of her pregnancy. “I
flew back to New York to get my check up — and no heartbeat,” Beyonce
says. “Literally the week before I went to the doctor, everything was
fine, but there was no heartbeat.”
The tragedy unexpectedly reignited Beyonce’s passion for songwriter,
she explains. “I went into the studio and wrote the saddest song I’ve
ever written in my life,” she says, without naming the track. “And it
was actually the first song I wrote for my album. And it was the best
form of therapy for me, because it was the saddest thing I’ve ever been
through.”
Beyonce, who announced her pregnancy at the 2011 MTV Video Music
Awards, was understandably overjoyed as she awaited Blue Ivy’s arrival.
“Being pregnant was very much like falling in love,” she says.
“You are so open. You are so overjoyed. There’s no words that can
express having a baby growing inside of you, so of course you want to
scream it out and tell everyone.”
In her March 2013 Vogue interview, the “Love on Top” singer calls her firstborn child her “homey” and her “road dog.”
“Family has always been important. I’ve always had my mother and my
father and my husband,” she tells the magazine. “But it’s just…Life is
so much more than. . . It’s not defined by any of this [fame or money].”